burst....

its been a long long time i ever cried~

n i burst into tears juz now....

i held my action part back

because of d word RESPECT!

i tot those incident will only appear in movie

but i was wrong

i tot its not a big matter

but it really matters now

im seriously injured in d bottom of my heart

and its bleeding bleeding unstoppable~

i feel cold n im lack of energy and strength

it affects my mind of choosing which part of Malaysia im goin to be posted

seriously, and d decision where people think tat d path where happiness suppose to be

its a blind spot for me now!!

i makes me annoyed and im extremely petrified until now!

i told HER its not worth its not worth!!!!!!!

v hav d right!!!!!!!u have d right!!!!!!

BUT.....it seems tat SHE had accept d fate ages ago

i will definitely reconsider a pile of things...

before i REGRET....

im sorry u had disappoint me...