Wednesday, December 29

又不平衡了~

每次在想
越长的假期给我
就有越长的代价要受
唉~~~~
这种时刻真的不好受
但wutt to do???(==lll)
日子还是要过的啊
想家的日子即将展开
希望everything start fast and end faster~
就是我这几天安慰自己的话啦
没有告诉人因为怕烦到别人也烦到自己。。
以后我就写写发泄算了
而经过这里的路人甲
paise啦!
加油啦大家~我知到大家跟我一样feel~
好好享受这几天 ^~^



Sunday, December 26

happie FLU dae~


oh oh oh~~~~ not ho ho ho.......
it's boxing dae...
i should get at least a box of gift from santa...
but
instead of receiving a gift box
i got myself a tissue box...
(=~=.. )swt?????
started to ahhhchOOOooooo start from d begining of my dae...
went to church sumore tis morning n i cun even focus my mind wit pastor's message
my eyes keep on refill n refill wit tears
i hav 2breath wit my mouth coz my nose was stucked~
like old people say it muz b sumone keeps thinking or mentioning u...
ohh is it a good thing or bad thing??!
one thing for sure is tis person thinking of me whole dae lor~
makes me suffer only...@o@

happie boxing dae~
i need more tissue santa!!!!!

Saturday, December 25

自己的影子在别人身上


最近的我很懒
很懒得upload照片
也很少update我的blog了
只想随便写写就走人~~

近来发现一些很恐怖的东西
有时候甚至那种感觉会吓倒自己
我不懂你们有没有试过酱
最近认识了不同领域的朋友
是偶然的
然后相处了一阵
竟发现自己的一些影子在他们身上
而且是不喜欢的那种
有些是以前的自己
但真的很毛leh~就好像做戏时人家flashback往事酱
不过看到和接触到这些影子后
原来有些确实令人反感也让现在的我清醒起来
听起来有点玄吧?
不过那些影子深深地提醒我,警惕我
继续成长
没想到影子在别人身上时才醒悟自己的不足和自我。。


不可思议~
你们又试过吗?

Saturday, December 18

L.O.V.E


what iS "lOve"??
the word LOVE is a bit sensitive to me....
and im not d correct person to share u d meaning of it,,,
because i never really experienced it..
reCently my mom n relatives keep asking me d same question
"any target?" "any prince charming?"
well...i normally will answer them wit a laugh..."hah"
because im too conservative when it comes to this kind of question
"sorry~NO COMMENT..."
some brothers n sisters in christ will approach me n say...
"woi...u must start find now,..or else all d good ones will extinct~~"
dinosaurs???XD
but seriously,i guess there is a curse on my church pianist...
they all fall in d unmarried category.....
n im d third generation...=P
coincident only...!!!

hmm~
i guess some of my past incident which happened to me makes me feel tat
i should really learn to love my friend 1st before i get into a serious relationship...
yes~i did!!!!
i admit tat i HURT few people around me...
especially thOse really CLOSE CLOSE one...
the MORE i CARE the MORE they get HURT by the evil me....
unintentionally i swore~(~_~..)

ever since...from time to time...
i'll tell myself...not to get to close...
i even set a limit or a barrier as not to let my precious fren get HURT again...
i save the sadness to myself n try to spread more happiness to people around me
i noe i should never use my sickness as an excuse
but then my thyroid problem really affected my mood sometimes..
those who dunno me will claim tat i am such a moody and emo person..
well...i noe it's a bit unfair tat my mood projects on my face
hmmm....its a bit burden but still im in d process of learning to control n to overcome it..

n so LOVE?
to b fair n perfect....
im still uncooked!hahahah...
i still remember d 1st time i still need my friend to teach me how to construct romantic sms...
pity pity pity...XP
anyway love is still a sweet sweet thing to me...


no rushing for d right ones...
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