L.O.V.E

what iS "lOve"??
the word LOVE is a bit sensitive to me....
and im not d correct person to share u d meaning of it,,,
because i never really experienced it..
reCently my mom n relatives keep asking me d same question
"any target?" "any prince charming?"
well...i normally will answer them wit a laugh..."hah"
because im too conservative when it comes to this kind of question
"sorry~NO COMMENT..."
some brothers n sisters in christ will approach me n say...
"woi...u must start find now,..or else all d good ones will extinct~~"
dinosaurs???XD
but seriously,i guess there is a curse on my church pianist...
they all fall in d unmarried category.....
n im d third generation...=P
coincident only...!!!

hmm~
i guess some of my past incident which happened to me makes me feel tat
i should really learn to love my friend 1st before i get into a serious relationship...
yes~i did!!!!
i admit tat i HURT few people around me...
especially thOse really CLOSE CLOSE one...
the MORE i CARE the MORE they get HURT by the evil me....
unintentionally i swore~(~_~..)

ever since...from time to time...
i'll tell myself...not to get to close...
i even set a limit or a barrier as not to let my precious fren get HURT again...
i save the sadness to myself n try to spread more happiness to people around me
i noe i should never use my sickness as an excuse
but then my thyroid problem really affected my mood sometimes..
those who dunno me will claim tat i am such a moody and emo person..
well...i noe it's a bit unfair tat my mood projects on my face
hmmm....its a bit burden but still im in d process of learning to control n to overcome it..

n so LOVE?
to b fair n perfect....
im still uncooked!hahahah...
i still remember d 1st time i still need my friend to teach me how to construct romantic sms...
pity pity pity...XP
anyway love is still a sweet sweet thing to me...


no rushing for d right ones...