="(

gOsh.....i dunno how to express my tots n feel now
my fren's prob and my prob equally unsolved
too many things jumble up in my mind n so do my heart
express my feel to friends??
i scare they'll get annoyed,fedup with me
i scare they will get the wrong meaning from me
as im not good in expressing my feel verbally

i feel useless...
when i can't even help you...
i tried to catch up but maybe my step and action is way too slow compared to yours
it's too late i noe~
i feel useless...
for wat i do is to stand there and to hold the paper in silent
i feel useless...
when d person who help not me
IM NOT DOIN' MY JOB~NOT A SINGLE HELP!!!
i feel bad really bad
please give me something to do
at least i got the feel of contribution
mayb im not proactive enough!i should offer myself instead of waiting order
DISAPPOINTED WIT MYSELF im sorry...really sorry~="(
i started to feel like a parasite for not doin' my job for i know is to suck blood
feel such a burden!!!

fren's prob equals to my problem
thou im a good listener but i don't hav de right to comment
as I found loads of weaknesses in me
As d consequences of being a listener
i get a cold war from d rest of my friend
feel stuCk...in d middle
feeling lonely~~
I get sensitive and hurt easily these days
I hurt for I care
I care for you and everyone of u my friend~~
please don't put an anger on me please don't put me away...
like i owaz tell myself "I love my friends,not one less....."

but.....T^T

meaningful...

from mail:
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am
with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you
cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your
heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing
you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling
in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their
time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right
one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do
is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time
around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and
know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good
friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

他不知道~

他不知道
我对他的好
却知道别人对他的好
却伤了我对他的好。。。
让那付出的回忆保留~

somewhere Out there....

想家的日子开始了。。

battery low....

想家也是我需要聆听者的时候 那看不见的思念隐约的痛着~~~

who are you?!

my level of patience drop tremendously!!!!!!!
lost my patient nowadays~~~~~
stOp nagging at me Ok?!
im not ur daughter......
ridiculous!!
this is not d 1st time...but several several timesssss!

we are juz sharing de same 22...
u make me feel like a child!><

my guru pembimbing during one month practicum...

....end of our 1st phase....

teaCher yin--teaCher David--Mr.John Oon--teaCher Chuah

1st phase Practicum:TEACHER YIN

from student to a teacher....

[totally wrapped up]
away Over a month’s teaching and here comes to an end for my phase I practicum…

TEACHER YIN's desk

they call me "TEACHER YIN" because of my scout tag!

Last day of my 1^st phase practicum

“HOMEWORK” GIVEN BY STUDENT

-autograph books-

Tired!!!!!!

Tired of writing the same thing over and over again

This task is definitely worst than marking their exercise book!!!honestly~

We called it our homework for a teacher before leaving a school

“Name, age, address, signature, hobby, favourite food and blablabla~~~~”

Can u image when you teach 4different classes~

45+41+25+…..students

How much of these pages u have to fill in……again and again

I feel like writing BIG BIG on the white board and ask student to copy themselves~~~~

Oh my gosh!!!@o@ i should nominate this as my worst part of practicum!

Worst still~when u think you almost done a deck of it,

no no!!!!the other deck will automatically fly in….

And students will b yellin:”teacher teacher~~give me your handphone no,your email,and your facebook~”

Oh dear, I was like… hello!!how old r u?

i was playing guli and masak-masak outside my house at your age!

I had my principle where I wont give those to my student!

unless those special one….till then,NO…

When u run away from them,they’ll b like paparazzi chasing u~~~~freaking scary…

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A GIFT FROM STUDENT

Hua~

I never aspect of receiving anything actually because most of them being so naughty during 1months time…..

Surprisingly~my desk, from empty to full of presents and papers and drawings and love letters and handmade stuff from my student….thou I ask them not to buy anything for me~==lll

For all the gifts, I love to receive letters and handmade stuff the most!

Because I love their ugly but sincere hand writing and words from the bottom of their heart which is so true and loving~

Of course not forgetting my presents for them….

A favorite student of mine yu heng from 4M give me a piece of blank small paper….but I juz love it so much!maybe his gift for me is sincere n different from the rest

宇衡 from 4M~thanks for your blank paper and helping me on writing the notes name on "ode to joy"!

The other student from 5H wanted to give me a dog as present!

i was shocked~a real dog?

she’s gotta b kidding me, “老师，你喜欢菜园狗吗？我家有很多只。。“

Sounds weird if I say yes…but I don mind if I get one~XD

A surprise farewell celebration from 5U student…..my naughtiest class!!!!"kek sei ngor~~

thanks anyway!teacher yin appreciate it....=)

(actually,wat I hope is my student can dedicate a song or blow a piece of recorder song for me)

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ANGEL’S WORD FOR ME…

“Teacher, can you be my mom? 如果你是我妈那该多好！”5H 雪晶

“老师，你一定要回来找我们,　please don’t forget us”5H婉欣

“老师，我祝你在大学读书顺利”5H裕凤

“老师，继续教书！”5H嘉亿班长

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EMOTIONAL PART...=''(

5H student who ask me to be her mom burst into tears during the last lesson...

oh dear雪晶,please smile like your friends~cheerup...

嘉亿, my responsible monitor of 5H~
this little chubby guy cry at the end of my lesson too...
but for another reason!
he feels useless as a monitor of the class
because his class is so noisy tat day~
im so guilty when i noe the reason of his sadness....
it's my fault that i give my class freedom for the last day
im sorry~=(


1)approaching him....
2)disappointed him....


such a matured-thinking guy...love him so much!^^
p/s:he looks like tvb star--- 陶大宇

♪ ♫♪ ♫my four music classes♪ ♫♪ ♫

5U~THE NAUGTIEST ANGEL
25people but sound like 50
the style of our communication is like "king sou"
talking to bunch of ah lOng!
firce!fierce!fierce!XP
especially to those bOtak one~




5H~THE MOST ACTIVE ANGEL
remember my previous post?
about thinking of leaving teaching field?
http://yinyin7.blogspot.com/2010/03/tt.html
yalor~is them...
i was too fedup till i played piano alone regardless of their presence
noisy!!!loud class...
problem-maker,boysss...




my daring jimui sudent~juz like me n fishy~^^


look at those cool pose,
you can imagine how they behave in d middle of my lesson!!!><

4K~THE MOST GOOD GURL GOOD BOY ANGEL
over quiet.obedient.nice. class
till i suspect wats behind their quietness...
juz 10boys=)



4M~THE MOST TALENTED ANGEL
they are my 1st class ever in teaching path
i had the most period of time spending wit them~
being observe twice by lecturers and Mr.John
lots of brilliant student and talented one...

　

my last lesson with 4M...touching...-.-...



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devil teacher's word...
to b honest
this is not the route in my list
but somehow i started to find passion in it
you might think of it's easy to be a teacher
well,yes it is for a goyang kaki teacher!!!
there is a lot more not juz feeding knowledge
but to fix the sole of our angels
no regrets on my teaching life!!!
bring it on...XD
no musiC.no Life
i love my angelic more than ever~

killing lie!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel more or less like a jail bird now!!!!

will i get kickout of the teaching field??????
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THE VERDICT
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on tommorow
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killed
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by his lie....................

p/s:speechless...wrong decision....X''(